Thursday, October 16, 2008
Ok seriously I cannot tahan (stand) anymore...
I miss my bestfriend Kitti like crazy..ugh!
I'm trying to fall asleep so that I can wake up early tomorrow to go to that weird test thing at the neurologist hospital but instead I'm missing my best friend!
I don't even know how I have got on for the past three months without her!
It seems that everything is so different...
I don't know why I'm going to actually blog this but I can't help it I need to get it out!
Is it possible to miss a friend this much?
Never have I had someone who I could tell everything to..
Not only that its the little stuff..
We both hated going out alone even if its just running an errand for our mothers' like getting water! We'd call each other up and go together..
We went to the grocery store once a month when it was around 'that time of month' and complete buy all this junk food that we'd never finish and eat it on my living room floor!
It was freaking great!
She was there when I needed her when I went to the doctors for tests or even checkups..
If something happened or if a song that we liked was on the radio we'd be texting each other right at the next second!
It's as close as I've had to a sister and now she's not here anymore and I don't know when I'll ever have her back...
She is completely happy with her boyfriend..but is it wrong for me to be jealous of him?
*sigh* I know life happens...but isn't it important to have someone by you while it does?
I miss my bestfriend Kitti like crazy..ugh!
I'm trying to fall asleep so that I can wake up early tomorrow to go to that weird test thing at the neurologist hospital but instead I'm missing my best friend!
I don't even know how I have got on for the past three months without her!
It seems that everything is so different...
I don't know why I'm going to actually blog this but I can't help it I need to get it out!
Is it possible to miss a friend this much?
Never have I had someone who I could tell everything to..
Not only that its the little stuff..
We both hated going out alone even if its just running an errand for our mothers' like getting water! We'd call each other up and go together..
We went to the grocery store once a month when it was around 'that time of month' and complete buy all this junk food that we'd never finish and eat it on my living room floor!
It was freaking great!
She was there when I needed her when I went to the doctors for tests or even checkups..
If something happened or if a song that we liked was on the radio we'd be texting each other right at the next second!
It's as close as I've had to a sister and now she's not here anymore and I don't know when I'll ever have her back...
She is completely happy with her boyfriend..but is it wrong for me to be jealous of him?
*sigh* I know life happens...but isn't it important to have someone by you while it does?
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